"if this world was perfect it would work, but it isn’t so i doubt it"

We thought we found——————-

Too blind to see I guess

Putting myself in your shoes

I would have done the same thing too

If you want to go, go right ahead walk right out the door.

It’s okay with me, it hurts thinking about it, and a lot of sleepless nights and for you a lot of watered down pillows.

It’s crazy how life works you meet someone you never really expected to LOVE and CHERISH you really do.

Then you become lost in what’s really worth your time or what’s really genuine.

Something’s I regret whole heartily things I’ve done in the past because seeing that you stayed I wouldn’t have probably left and it was pretty much a big deal I could of lost you, we could of lost “it”.

What always blow me away that you always was able to see something in me I couldn’t see.

But I think something’s that made me withdraw myself in the past I guess because you made yourself seem PERFECT… I GUESS I always looked for somewhat of your imperfect because I know of mine and I couldn’t really think of much for you. It wasn’t until 2012 it took me sometime to actually try and start over and give (whatever) a chance.

Apparently to late. What you want I can’t give to you right now, your title….……given up is way harder than trying but……………………all I have is lost hope…………dreams I thought you’d be a part of..Trips I wanted to take……all I’m saying is I hope one day you find your happiness….I apologize